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कभी तुम्हें लगाव देखना हो,  तो मेरे से मेरे शहर का नाता देख लेना,  जहां मेरी सारी नादानियां सही जाती है,  मेरी हर एक शिकायत सुनी जाती है। कभी तुम्हें सुकून समझना हो,  तो मेरे नजरों में मेरा शहर देख लेना,  जहाँ की हर गली में मेरा एक किस्सा था, और वहाँ हर ख्वाब में मेरा भी हिस्सा था। कभी तुम्हें प्यार महसूस करना हो, तो शहर के पहले इश्क की कहानी देख लेना, मेरे इजहार, उसके इनकार का एहसास करना, पर उस अधूरी बात को वहीं छोड़ के आना। कभी तुम्हें घर की याद सताए, तो मन में बसा मेरा शहर देख लेना, जिसकी छाप मेरी आदतों में महसूस हो, जिसकी सादगी मेरी रूह में बसती हो। कभी मैं खो जाऊं और तुम मुझे ढूंढो, तो मेरे शहर का रास्ता देख लेना, मैं उन राहों पे सहरता हुआ मिलूंगा, शहर में अपना घर फिर बसाता हुआ मिलूंगा।

Last night the moon and I conversed, I poured out my love for her, How I longed to soar the sky with her, To caress her cheek and bask in her glow, But she was distant and aloof. She sang only for the one called Sun. She was so drawn to his power, She spoke of his fiery blaze, How he lit up her silver soul and share his burning rays, how she always looked at him, but never touch his glow. I asked her why she loved him so, He was so far and bright, even he hid her in his light, The only way they can meet is when the world is in eclipse,  She replied  He was her fate, the one she couldn’t forsake I wondered if she ever knew, How much I loved her too, How I cherished her every hue, She never seemed to notice me, like I was never there. But in the end It's fine, I will somehow resigned. I will always come and listen to her woes about Sun Perhaps the love we both seek never comes true But I don’t wish to end this talk Let this dialogue continue.

Love is a language, so I can't define it, but It's about seeing their flaws as your duty while talents as their beauty, It doesn't require to live for eternity but to cherish every moment you had together, You don't need to bring stars or moon but to give all, that you have in the room. It not only asks you to do what they like but what is right, It's never because of the chemistry instead it's all about compatibility, You will start to understand them even in their silence. It's not about knowing each other but learning about each other, You cannot justify it as you might found it anywhere in any shape or colour, It is something that everyone deserves even if they are unworthy No doubt it is priceless but it comes as a return on investment of your sacrifices. Yes, I cannot define love, but it is something I knew and still feel too. Photo by Aziz Acharki on Unsplash

If I would have known, that you will not last longer, that you will be gone forever, I could make every last minute count, Maybe tried to fix every differences around. There is something empty now, Which cannot be refilled no matter the tries. I went to places where we used to go, Undo all the conversations we made  but nothing worked and I still feel gutted. I never wanted you, to leave, maybe it is not in our hands. Still, I want you to know, even in my absence and beyond I will never ever stop loving you If it could be ever possible, I would like to trade everything, I own, Just to have you here once more, and have a Better Goodbye Inspired by:  Song (Youtube)  Please do listen  

I was born alone, I will die alone But I'm not living alone, Cause I got some bunch of unknowns, Who made my life well known. Some are humorous and some are quiet Some show affection while some love to fight. They are behind me to push me ahead, They stand against me when I starting to fade. Our differences don't act when we are together Our life keep intact like forever Maybe they are not everything to me But now they are more than anything to me The reason I'm not living alone Is because I'm living with these unknowns. And I'm blessed to share this life with them

I'm Smiling because, I saw the huge ocean in a blink, I can hear the unspoken too, I calculated all the equation which were left unsolved, I defined all the undefined theories, I found perfectness in something we call imperfect, I committed all the crime which I wasn't supposed to do, I know how to travel back in time, to subtle my future, I'm capable to express what I meant, I only wish for whatever I can gain, I can feel the essence of being myself. and now I'm glad to consider myself happy. Man photo created by freepik - www.freepik.com

I was staring at a beam, Since the day I reborn. Through that dark tunnel, where I got stuck. The light was made of seven different spectra, Vision, Intelligence, Bliss, Greatness, Youthful, Opportunity and Reality. I want to reach there and filter those spectra But It was too far, and that scares me, stops me to move, Inside it, I was losing my hope, my vision and myself. I have to get out of here, anyhow So I endured and crawled, And after uncountable stumbles, Background photo created by bedneyimages - www.freepik.com I finally reached there, here I can feel the warmness, that satisfaction of success and the power to make a difference from  That Light Outside The Tunnel

She is so important to me, I cannot tell you, because even infinity cannot define her. Her flaws are like blessings for me, while her qualities are the backbone of mine. She hides her scars so perfectly that no one can predict from what she had gone through. Her endurance is beyond limits but still, she weeps whenever she saw me crying. You are not even capable to do the mathematics for the love, she gave me. I don't know where did she came from or where will she go, But She has to stay with me. Because she is The Creator, she is the only reason I exist, After all, She is Important, Right! Designed by Freepik

Thank you, Dear, for everything you were for me, For every now and then, you were there for me. You loved and supported me when I needed most, I don't know why, but you always fall for my worst. I think you are the resultant of my worksihps, You were the only Pole Star for my lost ship. With you by my side, I overcome all the fear, In my every high and every low you were here. My all blanks are now filled with joy by you, The only correction of my mistakes will be you. My Past was you, My Present is you and My future will be you Oh Dear, I really love you.

I belong to a place where life is treated as a penalty, not as a present from the Lords, Here everyone is only worried about their own gain and pain, no one worries for the needy, The streets are so much crowdy but still, Most of them feeling lonely, The Injustice is all around, Lies win the race while the truth gets fails, I just want to leave this place, I just want to belong from somewhere else. So please take me to 'No Man's Land' where these noisy crowd doesn't exist, Where this discrimination doesn't act. where everyone lives with peace, Nature here treated as a mother who gets lots of love and affection by her children, Here every sound is melodious and every smell is delicious, The Place where living is a blessing and death comes with grace. Are you ready to go with me, to the place name No Man's Land,  Where nothing belongs to me because everything there belongs to us, We will create a beautiful but a small world there, which will be full of life, No sa

जिस दिन से तूने सांस लेना शुरू की उस दिन से मेरे उपर एक नई जिंदगी की जिम्मेदारी आ गई थी, पर मैंने तुझे बोझ ना समझ कर जिंदगी का मुझ पर एक उपकार समझा। तेरी गलतियों पर मैं सख्त था, तुझे बात-बात पर समझाने की मुझे आदत लग चुकी थी मगर क्या करता तुझे दुनिया से लड़ना जो सिखाना था। मैं भी रोया था जब तू रोया था, पर क्या करूं बेटा मैं तुझे वह आंसू दिखा ना सका ना ही तुझे अपना लगाव जता सका, मैं मजबूर था जो तुझे अपना प्यार बता ना सका। तुझे मेने अपना नाम दिया, दुनिया की वह सारी खुशियां देने की कोशिश की जो मुझे ना मिल सकी, पर तेरी एक ख्वाहिश को चाह कर भी पूरी ना कर सका, तेरे को कभी कसकर गले ना लगा सका। बस इतनी सी दुआ है मेरी तु जहॉ भी रहे खुश रहे तुझे कोइ कमी ना हो, अपनी जिंदगी तु खुल के जिये, तेरी आंखों मे मेरी जेसी कभि नमी न हो। Designed by Freepic.diller / Freepik

वो उन नौ महीनो का दर्द तेरी आने कि खुशी में पी जाती हैं अपने लाख दर्द छुपाकर  तेरे दर्द पर अपना हाथ सहलाती हैं एक माँ ही तो हैं जो तेरे से मिले दर्द सह जाती हैं। People vector created by freepik - www.freepik.com लाख कमियां हो तेरी फिर भी तेरी  एक  खुबि उसका मन बहला जाती हैं तुं भले ही उसको भगवान ना समझे पर वो तुझे अपनी दुनिया बना देती हैं वो इतनी भोली हैं कि तेरे हर कपट को उसके लिये तेरा प्यार समझ लेती हैं। एक दिन वो  सब छोड़कर  चले  जायेगी कहीं नज़र ना आयेगी दर-दर  भटकेगा अपना रोना लेके फ़िर ये बात समझ मैं आती हैं एक माँ ही तो हैं जो  तेरे से मिले दर्द सह जाती हैं।